What I Want.

I want every one to leave me the fuck alone, right now.

My family has been in my business lately, and I hate it.

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Kira, didn't you just run, yesterday?

Kira, you're running too much.

Kira, you should eat an egg, you probably need protein.

Kira, you're not eating nutritionally.

Kira, did you eat dinner?
Kira, are you getting enough iron?

Kira, what did you have for breakfast this morning?

Kira, how come you are in your room all the time?

Kira, why don't you get enough sleep?

Kira, what are you doing that for?

Kira, get of the computer.

Kira, don't be so pissy all the time.
Kira, spend more time with us.

Kira, spend more time with your friends.

Kira, stop complaining.

Kira, why didn't you tell me you were going somewhere?

Kira, are you upset?

Kira, do you want to talk about it?

Enough.

I've been beating myself up lately because I've been unreasonably crabby or upset. But I'm starting to have doubts about the "unreasonable" part.

I'm so sick of everyone being concerned with the things I eat, the things I do, the places I go...

It's never mattered before. Why now?

I'm exhausted.

I feel weak.

I just want to be alone.

It's not because I'm running too much.

It's not because I need to eat.

It's not me being anti-social.

I understand: things have been stressful lately.

This is how I react. Leave me alone and I'll feel better in no time. 

Just because you don't deal with things this way, doesn't mean I can't.

Why doesn't that make sense to you?