In the Twilight

As I lay here with my head on your chest, I feel myself start to cry as your mortality beats its beautiful rhythm into my ears.

I am flammable.

watch me burn

Note to self:

You are whole.
Right here.
Right now.

You are not complete.
You have missing parts.
You have features to add.
You have pieces to shed.
But you are whole.

Thoughts from the Waiting Room

Everyone thinks I need more positive-attitude influences in my life. But really I think I need more cynics.

Being cynical is my nature. Being around other cynical people doesn't perpetuate my cynicism. It just helps me feel normal.

I did it.

Semester From Hell: Complete.


This week's goal: Read :)

Everyone is lonely.

There's no way that you can't be, at least occasionally. You're all by yourself in your own head, with no escape. Not even for a few minutes.

And unless you really enjoy the company of yourself, well...everyone would go a little crazy in their solitude, right?

I believe that's why we have so many different modes of communication. I mean, everything we do is some form of communication, in reality.

And honestly, I love it. I love having constant access to other people's lives; their thoughts, feelings, actions...it's all so comforting to me. I get to escape my own mind for a bit and sneak a glimpse of the minds of others.

I feel like my activity on social media is always some weird desperate attempt to connect with people. If only for a moment to not feel so alone.

But I guess I wonder if everyone else is faking it as much as I am.


This week's goal: Finish PS6&7