It's not that I like you. I don't. I don't even know you.
But I want you.

It's annoying. And I'm sorry.


This week's goal: Run 20 miles total throughout week.

We're halfway through summer.

Life is moving more and more quickly every year. It's incredible to look back on how much has happened in the past year, two years, three years, FOUR years...

And it's crazy to think about how much I've grown since then. We all have.

It's not that I miss the "old days". As a matter of fact, I prefer the present.
But there's still some nostalgia that won't leave me alone. It nags in the peripheral of my feelings, and in a weird and painful way, it's sort of comfortable there.


This week's goal: Catch up on 440 notes.

There are too many forms of social media

Which means there are too many ways for me to have weird social anxiety. It's all absurd, but it's all so present and  real and ridiculous.

I hate it.


This week's goal: Stop being such a pussy.

MAKE HAPPY

This week's goal: GRE Prep.

Summer expectations

It seems pretty clear to me that this summer is going to be nothing like last summer. But I've already been loving it, in an entirely new way.

I met Ryan and Taylor (but mostly Ryan) on Tuesday, and I'm super excited to call them my new friends.

I also get to see BK everyday (as if we're not codependent enough already) and I'll get to see Kate and Eli for a bit before they leave me (forever *cries*).

We're hoping to do trivia weekly, and of course keep on Pint-ing on Wednesdays.

Mostly, I'm just excited to keep on doing this degree, and keeping busy this summer with work, classes, and grad school prep.

Until next week...


This week's goal: Solidify study habits. 

Happiness pt 3

I'm sure I made the right choice.

I. Am. Happy.


This week's goal: Get prepped for this summer! AKA e-mail Rachel and Greg, register for the GRE, and find shoes for Karl's wedding!

It's over.

I feel pretty good about the way this semester ended.

I'm proud of what I was able to accomplish. And I know this summer is going to busy with classes, work, GRE prep, and applications...but I'm allowing myself to take this week "off" and just have a worry-free week of summer.


This week's goal: Play outside with the dogs everyday.